ever wonder...?
how time just flies by...cliched as it may sound.
how you ache for 'closure'? it could be an event, a relationship, even a moment.
how closure is really just a figment of our imagination. you can never really say goodbye to something. its there, hidden in the crevices of your heart, of your mind, wandering your soul looking for that one golden opportunity to release in a stream of tears or smiles. Interchangeable yet predictable somehow.
how you get so lost in succeeding fully at what you do that you forget the very purpose of doing it in the first place?
how the memories of your childhood can induce such overwhelming emotions that you withdraw in fear of the possibility of 'holding on too tight'
how the words 'i love you' can be so meaningless, because what you actually feel is infinitely more and yet inexplicably difficult to express?
why and how everything can just seem so futile and yet so worth it all over again in the blink of an eye?
why you've fought some of the greatest battles which would never be known to the world....and that its ok this way?
how much you would really sacrifice for the one you love?
how you only think of stuff like this on the stroke of midnight after an insanely tiring day in your last 3 weeks in a country which has had such a profound impact on your very being?
how you ache for 'closure'? it could be an event, a relationship, even a moment.
how closure is really just a figment of our imagination. you can never really say goodbye to something. its there, hidden in the crevices of your heart, of your mind, wandering your soul looking for that one golden opportunity to release in a stream of tears or smiles. Interchangeable yet predictable somehow.
how you get so lost in succeeding fully at what you do that you forget the very purpose of doing it in the first place?
how the memories of your childhood can induce such overwhelming emotions that you withdraw in fear of the possibility of 'holding on too tight'
how the words 'i love you' can be so meaningless, because what you actually feel is infinitely more and yet inexplicably difficult to express?
why and how everything can just seem so futile and yet so worth it all over again in the blink of an eye?
why you've fought some of the greatest battles which would never be known to the world....and that its ok this way?
how much you would really sacrifice for the one you love?
how you only think of stuff like this on the stroke of midnight after an insanely tiring day in your last 3 weeks in a country which has had such a profound impact on your very being?